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Dalia's Darkness by SHM-Shocker, literature

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Dalia's Darkness

In the darkness, there was a sound. "Hello?" Dalia called. "Who's there?" The sound ceased and Dalia's heartbeat pulsed, speeding up. Her palms were sweaty and she could feel the cool perspiration on the sides of her face. "Hello?" Her voice sounded weak, even to her own ears. "Hello…" Part of her wished the sound would start again. Then, at least, she could lie to herself and pretend that someone was there. That she wasn't alone. To her surprise, it did. Tap tap. Tap tap. Dalia's breath caught, and her pulse sped up. It was what she hoped for; yet she didn't know what to do. Should she try to move toward the sound? Maybe, but it was s

In The Night by SHM-Shocker, literature

A Birthday Poem by SHM-Shocker, literature

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A Birthday Poem

On your birthday, I wanted to say How much you mean to me, I'm not sure you see. I know your history I know your past I know you're a mystery I know you'll outlast. You've battled demons And conquered your fears And deciphered the omens Of your foes' bitter sneers. I haven't always been there And I won't always be there But that's okay, I know, Because you are no plain-o. You are bright And you are beautiful. You are smart And you are wise. You're a gift to everyone around you You're a sparkle that will shine With glory and patience And happiness, you're divine. We've had our differences, But now its past. Because on

What to do? by SHM-Shocker, literature

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What to do?

Why is love so hard? The laughs and the kisses, in my backyard and all our wishes. The hugging and the touching the smiling and happiness all turned to arguing and ash all turned to sad memories. When once I glowed at seeing your face, now I simply smile. When once I stared at my phone waiting for you to call, now I only sigh. My love was slow your's so fast but now I've caught up and you've stayed behind. What do I do? What do I do? I can't stay like this Its all you want to do. Love is so hard. Your's was my first. You know I would do anything. I know I would do anything. But will you? I can't stay here with you

Conciousness by SHM-Shocker, literature

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I Hate People by SHM-Shocker, literature

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I Hate People

I hate it when they know me. Or think they know me. I hate it when they assume things about me. Or assume what I will do. I hate it when they think I'm doing something wrong. Or when they're surprised I didn't. I hate it when they worry about everything I do. Or when they act like they don't. I hate it when they're fake. Or when they put on a mask. I hate it when they're surprised I care. Or hide the fact that they're surprised. I hate people. Or people who act dumb.

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Suicide by GhaithXNite, literature

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Suicide

I woke up scared to a world was grey From underneath my door My blood was crawling away And laughters I heard so long ago Came back tonight said don't let go There is still hope that lies ahead -who are you talking to son? -no one it's all in my head I'll shed the last tear and I'll go to bed I'll have one last hug before I'm dead She covered me and sang the last lullaby I made believe that I won't cry She said goodnight I said goodbye But will the pain end up tonight And can their darkness beat my light Innocence burning in my heart Questions burning in my mind Is it strength to face the reaper? Or is it st

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Dec 10, 1992
United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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I'm Nikii. I'm eighteen and currently attending college to be an English Major. My life is pretty good right now, despite the stress of work, school, and family.

Current Residence: Currently? In my head.
Favourite genre of music: Everything. But mostly rock, metal, classical, soft rock,...uh... some oldies.
Personal Quote: Do not judge others for appearance or actions or words or thoughts for to judge them is to judge you

Favourite Movies

Sweeney Todd

Favourite TV Shows

Stargate SG-1, MASH, Stargate Atlantis, Trigun, Cowboy Bebop, Firefly, etc.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park, Pink Floyd, Modest Mouse, Rush, Simple Plan, Green Day

Favourite Books

I Am Legend, The Hobbit,

Favourite Writers

Richard Matheson, Steven King, Tamora Pierce, Christopher Paolini

Favourite Gaming Platform

X-BOX 360

Tools of the Trade

Laptop with Works or Word, a pencil and a paper

Other Interests

Reading, writing, watching Stargate, taking walks, and listening to music

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Oct 25, 2011

If it takes shit to feel bliss...

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...Then I feel pretty blissfully. :) So, its October. Classes started in August. I broke up with my ex in July. Started dating my current boyfriend the same month. Life is great. This is just a little update on whats been happening (not that anyone here really cares, but still. :) ) I'm pretty stressed right now, from school and work and my parents, but other than that I feel really good. I'm very happy and all of that good stuff.

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SHM-Shocker

Jul 25, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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So, last weekend, we did it. We broke up for good. A completely rational and mutual arrangement. And not four days later he starts texting me and asking how I dealt with the pain. Then, exactly a week after we broke up, he asks for me back. Calls me at my grandparents' house, posts stupid shit on facebook about getting me back, and has my best male friend (practically brother) call me too! Then the last night he calls me and BEGS for me back! This is so goddamn ridiculous!! I never knew he could be this irrational, illogical, naive, selfish.... Ooh!!! This is just a little rant, but let me get on to the topic of this wonderful journal. I hav

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SHM-Shocker

May 15, 2011

Heartbreak, just another hump?

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I've been avoiding thinking about this all day....And now its coming to the surface. Last week, or I guess earlier this week, I nearly broke up with my boyfriend. I love him so much. and I know he loves me. But... I want more attention, I guess is what it boils down to. He's perfectly fine where we are at, and I want more. I don't know. since the near break up, he... he's very confused and wounded. I never meant to hurt him. It's just.. there's days when it just feels like i'm his best friend, who he makes out with, ya know? He has his moments and days, everyone does, but he just doesn't see the need to constantly show his affection. Which

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Happy Birthday!

Nikii! Thanks for joining

. I hope you'll have fun there.

Catluckey

Nov 1, 2011

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